alone-in-my-world

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Roses by alone-in-my-world, literature

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Roses

Special days come and go Like rose petals in the wind Beautiful and full of life Then gone with one twist of faith Memories of the roses stay within our hearts But the rose itself fades and crumbles apart You think about the days you spent looking at the rose Wondering at the beauty to which you can behold And now you wonder why you never told it to the rose The wonderment and glow how it kept you at such an awe But now as the time has passed and the petals flown away You feel a type of comfort to keep you strong through the day The rose hasn’t left you and yet it never will For every time we smile The rose blooms across our face So pe

To Truly Dream by alone-in-my-world, literature

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To Truly Dream

I am the age of the stars They are the age of beauty I look to the stars for guidance They look to the mirror for happiness I sing to the stars to help them shine They sing to people of the world for their affection The stars give me my dreams Their beauty gives them their demise The beauty of the stars are all I need to make the night brighter The women and their beauty will fade within time But the beauty of the true stars will live on forever Their time is for now But soon my time will come Then they will see the value of the true beauty of nature The people will be overwhelmed by the real beauty Not the beauty they were alw

To Truly Dream by alone-in-my-world, literature

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To Truly Dream

I am the age of the stars They are the age of beauty I look to the stars for guidance They look to the mirror for happiness I sing to the stars to help them shine They sing to people of the world for their affection The stars give me my dreams Their beauty gives them their demise The beauty of the stars are all I need to make the night brighter The woman and their beauty will fade within time But the beauty of the true stars will live on forever Their time is for now But soon my time will come Then they will see the value of the true beauty of nature The people will be overwhelmed by the real beauty Not the beauty they were alw

Childhood by alone-in-my-world, literature

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Childhood

An early spring morn Fresh dew on the ground The soft grass under my bare feet The sweet smell of honeysuckle In the humid southern air Graceful country fields As far as the eye can see The warm sun beams along my back I feel like I'm finally home Then the alarm clock on the table starts to buzz I'm up and out the door The city noises in my ears No more of the peaceful sounds of nature Just the loud obnoxious people in a rush to be the best The books, the pens, the papers I've got it all as I run to the office To see what I have for a job today I sit down and get started As my life starts another day my childhood is left

Why by alone-in-my-world, literature

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Why

Why do tears fall down my face when you leave, Like my heart feels as if it can never be relieved. Why do I feel so sad when your not around, Like I should be buried deep underground. Why does pain hurt so very much, Like when I can't feel your touch. Why is it so hard to see you go, Like something I will never know. Why do I ask all of these questions, Like I don't even know the answer. Why do I need to ask, When the answer, I always know. I ask because I want to be sure, Be sure that you love me true. Or as true as I do.

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The Dream by alone-in-my-world, literature

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The Dream

There's a secret in everyone, Tucked away deep inside. It is a delicate secret, That no heart can hide. Only the beholder of the secret, Knows its power. The power can be great, It can also be very small. No one else may know this power, The secret can never be told. For if the secret is told, It disappears without a trace. The secret disappears because, When it is told the world knows. If the world were to know, Then it is not a secret place. The place inside of all of us, Is great but small. For only we have the key, To open the door to our dreams.

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Everyday by alone-in-my-world, literature

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Everyday

You push me You hit me You don't understand Do you live my life Do you deal with this everyday Do you really want to know what its like NO! I know you don't Your so "powerful" So "strong" So "independent" You don't know what power is Until its taken from you You don't know how to be strong Until its the only choice you have You don't know what independent stands for Do you live on your own Do you fend for yourself Do you cry yourself to sleep every night Wondering if your mom will be there in the morning Praying like crazy you won't find her gone Forever, no longer able to live You don't know me You don't know my life

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Roses by alone-in-my-world, literature

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To Truly Dream by alone-in-my-world, literature

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To Truly Dream

To Truly Dream by alone-in-my-world, literature

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To Truly Dream

I am the age of the stars They are the age of beauty I look to the stars for guidance They look to the mirror for happiness I sing to the stars to help them shine They sing to people of the world for their affection The stars give me my dreams Their beauty gives them their demise The beauty of the stars are all I need to make the night brighter The woman and their beauty will fade within time But the beauty of the true stars will live on forever Their time is for now But soon my time will come Then they will see the value of the true beauty of nature The people will be overwhelmed by the real beauty Not the beauty they were alw

Childhood by alone-in-my-world, literature

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Childhood

Why by alone-in-my-world, literature

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Why

Invisible by alone-in-my-world, literature

The Dream by alone-in-my-world, literature

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The Dream

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Everyday by alone-in-my-world, literature

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Everyday

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I love, I hate by ProvenKilty, literature

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I love, I hate

I loved, I mourn you, my love, Though your body still walks, you are dead, Something still inhabits your corpse, Making mockery of that girl I loved so well, A plastic replica of my autumn flower, Every last thing that you were, Your warm heart, your gentle gaze, They are ripped down, torn asunder, And I hate, I hate that thing that now walks in your shell, That claims to be you, defiles your name with its words, I hate those that claimed your friendship yet slew you, Weaving their chaos through you until you shattered, I hate their creeping, lurking poison, That seeped into your core until you drowned, I hate myself, who dared to love you,

Damaged beyond Repair by H-Everybody-Lies--MD, literature

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Damaged beyond Repair

"Doctor Matthews?" The voice came out of nowhere, for all he was concerned. His eyes darted up quickly, his head spinning around as his neck couldn't help but wince. He was soon met with the suspicious eyes of the nurse on the ward. She merely raised an eyebrow at his reaction, her gaze calculating as her fingers were wrapped tightly around the clipboard she had plastered to her chest. She licked her lips, coating them in warm saliva as the strands of her hair slipped harmlessly out of their nook behind her ear. "Yes, Charlene?" His voice was slightly hoarse, his heart ramming into his chest wall as the adrenaline

Don't Change Me by H-Everybody-Lies--MD, literature

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Don't Change Me

Have you ever cried? While viewing a piece Of art? Have you ever had A few tears rolling down Your cheeks because You were writing about How strongly You felt about something? Have you ever looked At something, And thought one thing Then completely and utterly Changed your opinion A minute later? Have you ever realized That lines are more Than just lines? Especially on people? Have you ever Stared at one line, Once ready to Open your mouth And explain How that should be Different, When in the next Moment entirely You find yourself crying Because you feel So strongly About the fact that That line should

Listen carefully by AndyKimiko, literature

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Listen carefully

Yes… No A or B Up or down Keep going of give up You may be on the top of the world And fall into an abyss. Nothing's gonna last forever, And everything can end in a second. And you have always known it right? So, just look at me eyes And tell me you don't regret it Tell me you enjoy every second And you would love them for life. That's all I need to hear So I can be in peace. Because I know you're strong enough To face this thing. Tomorrow will be a new day And everything would be Kept in that old past. Because the world moves so fast That when you notice, All this Would have pass a long time ago And you must rem

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Feb 20, 1993
United States
Deviant for 13 years
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I'm just a simple high school outcast that takes all the pain, anger, loneliness, stress, and every other emotion i get from high school and makes something creative out of it. "I like to stand out, because I can never fit in." "Normal is just plain boring." "I'm always on the outside of the box, looking in...wondering why am i the different one."

Current Residence: Alturas CA
Favourite genre of music: alternative
Favourite style of art: all types

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to many to pick

Favourite Movies

to many to pick

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

to many to pick

Favourite Writers

Edgar A. Poe/ Robert Frost

Tools of the Trade

paper, pen, camera

Other Interests

writing, reading, photography,drawing, painting, and so on

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alone-in-my-world

Feb 5, 2011

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My page probably makes me sound like a really depressing person, but be reassured I am not like that all of the time. I actually really love my life, yeah I've been through things people shouldn't have to deal with but that doesn't mean I'm some spoiled brat. I just express a lot of things that people go through by writing about it, but I really do love my life just the way it is. I just though I'd make that clear.